Who Life is this anyway ??

Who lives like this >???

Not me thats for sure,,, I am betting you said that,,, I said that,,,, but insomnia, obesity, and depression will make you re-think shit in a hurry.

Sleeping on the Floor in the living room on a couch pillow and a quilt the cats use to sleep on...
Eating Potato salad in the middle of the night, Cereal,  a hand full of Chips at 2am, yep - that'll do it!
The Insomnia leads to memory issue,, at least I think thats doing it,,, I don't remember one think to the next,,, ask for something walking out of a meeting at 11am,,, you need to call me at 11:15 and say - so what's  answer  ?? Answer to what  - I ask ,,,, Walk to the Shed  - open the door and stare in like WTF am I doing here ??  Stand for a minute, walk back to the house,,, and OH yea,, crap thats what I needed..

Went to the Doctor , Said I'm feeling pretty Rough,

He said let me break it to you son,

Your Shits Fucked Up.

I said my Shits Fucked up ? I don't see how

He said the Shit that used to work - Don't work now. 

What will I do when the work is done , thatI have been doing for a year ? I need a project to do,,, I'm sorta good at that stuff,,, at least at makin it look good in the end,  AND yes,, I am building that Wonky Playhouse even If no one wants it,, I'll give the damn think away if it comes to that,  yea, like that one,, only a walkway to it,, a rock climbing wall and a cargo net to climb up or down.. Just looks "wonky" is really framed up soundly.

I cant stand this HOT weather - thin people weather, us fat guys just sweat.

Can't wait for 50' and 60's - even 30's would be nice. 

Allright  - all for now,, check back with me later, 

I all earnest

Seriously ,,, ok,

I got rid of the ASK search engine,,, YEA !!  finally found direction for an I-mac and followed them intently,,, and VIOLA  - it worked-

I am continuing to have some physical difficulties,,, joint pain is the latest,,, from left knee,, to right knee, to this morning my left wrist,, so something is going on,,, even I think I  need to see an MD at this point,, But I am doing my best Dr Kildare,,, remember him ,, then you are really old,,, but I think with the assist of the Mayo clinic on line and WEB md,, its out and out Lime   - well not that line,,, this Lyme,,, 2 large red spots , one inside my right knew, on on the side of my stomach, Fatigue, Joint pain, specially knees,,,little stiff neck,,,, I think I have it right.

Yep insomnia continues,, some of it I am putting on the RLS meds I am on,, all have the side effect,,affect of Insomnia, - funny how its different nights in a week that I don't sleep.   latest was Friday and Monday last,, Friday  was zero sleep,,, laid there for a few hours,, then gave in,, Monday 45 minutes,, its weird,, I fall asleep , then pop awake,, and I could not honestly tell you if it has been 6 hours or 6 minutes,,, and in this case it was 45 minutes,, 9:15 - 10pm,,,

The Yonkers project is really gettin close now,,, a year of work,, with 5 weeks off for a broken hand and 3 weeks to build a bedroom on the basement,,, yes,, everything you see here we did , from the walls to the windows to the ledger stones,  looks nice huh ??


Yanks in 1s place,,, I am worried about pitching,,as that is what wins not hitting,,

Little league world series starts Friday,, I love watching those games the kids are great and the coaches are better,,, I just cant figure out how the parents can afford weeks in Pennsylvania,  while their kid plays baseball.....


HEY ,, I am retired,,, no retirement checks yet,, but ,, I work for GLOBALFOUNDRIES now,,, few slight changes,, mostly you would not know,,, but I think that has to change if we are to remain successful for the future,

You watching TRUE Detective ??  you are missing out AGAIN !

Some angst in my family about growing apart,, while I think this is a normal progression of families,, no longer do we all live in the same place so we have enough people to harvest the crops,,, people find their own , move away from their parents,  and have their own life,,, travel time and distance just separate us these days. and while we are right now focused on the grandchildren,, they are small for so short a time,, the Smile and hugs from my grand son are the best thing in my life right now,, his face in a smile when he says  "pop-pop" - nothing better,,, wont be that always. and for those who think I need permission or try to make me feel guilty about seeing them - go jump.  I live right here in PK, ny ,, wanna see me ,, come on up or down,, or what ever,,,   its what we did ,, yes,, distance was closer, but we hauled 3 kids to my moms or out-laws every week, or darn near... That dynamic has not changed ,, it ain't parents traveling to their children,, its the other way round,, ahh  enough of that,,,  I am not concerned about these things others are and the guilt that my wife feels about it ,, I just don't. Ask those without parents if they should have spent more time bitchin at them or trying to visit them,,, gone is gone,,, can;t get that back,,,


enough shit for  now,,, big day planned today,,, Mow lawn, empty and clean out fish pond,,, get P a horn for his bike,, maybe a matchbox car,, the hell with what my son says, buy wood for tomorrow work, dunna what else,,   till next time,,, I'm out