Thursday, May 22, 2014

It Can't be

The end of May is upon us,,, Memorial day  is Monday,,,,  whats the celebrration....  ???

I once had an employee tell me that we should not  have to work Memorial day as it was a National Holiday,,,, 
I asked "What is Memorial Day??"
Answer "That's the Day America Invaded Pearl Harbor"  

"that's exactly why YOU are working  ...."
Open Honest Sensitive  - whats the problem ?

Yankess are in 1st Place ,, just can't seem to get into Baseball this year..

I think the Grass seed  and the Green Mulch stuff  that I so carefully raked into my  front yard where the tree was... is now gently floating down the Street - so much for trying the grow  lawn over that spot. might as well throw the Benjamin right out into the Road !!!

you know what,, It's 6:45pm,,, I have been in the office since 4:02 AM,,,,  I think that 's  long enough for anyone to work,,  I m so tired I ' m near fallin asleep as I type,,,  I am out,,,,

                                                                 


Friday, May 2, 2014

Losing IT

There are days that I think I am Losing it...

I don't Sleep much,,, 3-4 hours per night,,, I have this RLS that although not a KILLER disease... it is to say the least very disturbing,,, that after a day of activity,,, 8 mile jog in the AM,, a full day of  work at the Yard sale to say nothing of Fertilizing the lawn,, fussing with the pond .. getting tables from the rental place,, I Cannot sit down, and just relax,,, watch TV what ever,,, I have to stand and walk around the house for an hour,... even that does not work...   ok, like I said there is far worse thing that could be happening ,, but .....................

I can;t run any more,,, 6-8 miles is torture on my hips,, burr-situs is what they say,,, all I know is that it hurts.I used to be in decent shape ,, not anymore...   I asked the girl that jogs by my house what she was training for,,, she said "Bikini Season"  ha I thought,,, me in a swim suit,,, no one would be looking to see that !

Tinnitus
Know what that is with out Googling it !???  Ringing in my F ing ears.... yep all the time,... too many Rock shows back in the day,, I play my I pod way too loud,,, and Really like Loud music,, so I am putting up with the Ringing ,,,,,

Hey Hey,,, there are many many thing that I am surely Blessed with ,,, 3 great kids,,,I often wonder how they turned out so well.... Advanced Degrees from Colleges, Very good to Excellent Job opportunities/Careers.... they all seem to know what they want to do,,, where I never had a clue. All seem NOW in good relationships,,, hopefully they are happy....  Don;t see them half as often as I'd like, but they have their own lives to live ,...  My grandson,..  talk about not seeing him enough,,, I waited a while to have a grandchild,, so now I;d like to see him everyday,,, he is so smart fo so young,,, they are doing such a great job raising him !!  Funny that they don;t know it,,,
I can fix damn near everything.  Or build what ever,,, I enjoy the Challenge of making something with my hands, gives you a great feeling of accomplishment,,, that you made something out of Wood/wallboard/tile/ etc that did not exist ....and now does.

Might be time to retire from my current job and move to another,,, another where I work harder but enjoy it more.

Take solace that I can run/jog/bike and enjoy that more

Help others more.... volunteer more

I need another Tattoo !!

Go to WDW more,,,,can;t wait till the next trip,,, fast approaching but still months away.

Ok,, I will leave ya with a few songs that I can;t seem to hear enough right now...

 

Time to make a meat loaf  for tonight and go for a bike ride before Opening day at the Yard Sale!

Later DUDE